Fessing up

So... I didn't blog yesterday and I really didn't feel like blogging tonight. I'm feeling dangerously unmotivated. I also haven't tracked my food in two days. Hopefully this is just bad couple of days. Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and be totally ready to do this. Even if I don't, I will continue. I need to FOLLOW THROUGH.

I need to get serious and I'm not sure why this is proving to be so difficult.

I'm going to keep my goals for tomorrow simple:

TRACK and BLOG. Thats it. I think accomplishing these two goals will keep me accountable and aware, which is super important for me as I'm teetering on the edge.

Thankfulness:

-My FTers... I'm glad you ladies are watching.

-Freshly baked french bread... Thank you April, I couldn't resist and already had some with my non-dairy fake butter

-My curls, I got several complements today... at least others like them ;)

-Breastfeeding. It sounds weird to people and some are even freaked out by it. But I'm so grateful for the experience of feeding my son the most natural, organic way I can.

-Laying in bed with my boys just hanging out in our pajamas.