Sunday, January 30, 2011

Who eat 60 points worth of food today? This Binger!!

Yeah thats right... I eat 60 points today. 6-0. Mind you I get 43 points a day because I'm breastfeeding which a lot of points, but I had to add another 17. At least I tracked all 60 of my shameful points. Geez.

I return to work the second week in April and I'm dreading it so much. This has been on my mind non stop. Maybe that's why I'm eating so badly. The thought of going back to work is breaking my heart. On one hand I feel super lucky to be able to take as long as I have, but even 6 months doesn't seem long enough. I never in a thousand years thought I would want to be a stay at home mom, but here I am totally wishing I could stay with him. Then to add insult to injury... today I started to think about the fact that I will probably not return to work much skinnier than I am now. That sucks. Not that I thought I was Heidi Klum or anything, but I was at least hoping to go back to work a bit smaller than my pre-pregnancy weight (go ahead Alisa, have another 60 points!).

Goal for tomorrow:

Eat within my points!!!!!!
Enjoy every moment with my son
Drink more water

Thankfulness:
My Mom
Making Luca laugh
Being on maternity leave during the worst winter ever
My BFFs
This club which forces me to be honest with myself


"If peeing in your pants is cool, consider me Miles Davis"
Old Lady in Billy Madison

Sorry, I'm watching Billy Madison as I wrote my blog and I had to add that quote. Good night FTers.




2 comments:

  1. Love the quote, Alisa!

    Remember, today's another day to be greater. Have some water & take it easy on yourself.

    Your baby boy is very fortunate to have you as a mama & we're equally as fortunate to have you as a cheerleading-follow-through'er!

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  2. It's hard when you first start working but it gets easier. You will also get to see some milestones by six months. Luca will also enjoy the other babies. I would like to come up on Saturday if you're not busy and the weather is good. I want to see my Luca bear!

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